Strigoi
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a 18 year old
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a million voice inside my dreams my heart is left so incomplete
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Jun 23, 2015 23:43:46 GMT -5
Post by corbett on Jun 23, 2015 23:43:46 GMT -5
living is all he can do, all he desires. survival doesn’t mean killing, yet he’s done it so easily. he’s sure he’ll do it again. their deaths mean little to him. this deep, primal part doesn’t even disgust him.
“you’re a strange magician.” desperation in the gripping hands, it tightens his voice. corbett’s not blind it. he tries to acknowledge it. “i was blind with hatred when i came up. i wanted to see every one of those magician’s as corpses on the ground. it wasn’t for survival.” the chuckle that rises from his throat is guttural, strangled in his throat. “i am glad i was stopped. you aren’t all bad.”
the dying—dead—man lying behind him is but a memory he’d reminded of. a glance to him makes it feel somehow reality.
“wilmer will notices the marks.”
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Magician
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Jun 24, 2015 19:45:34 GMT -5
Post by KRISTOFFER KROWE on Jun 24, 2015 19:45:34 GMT -5
"I don't care," he replies, glancing up at the taller male. "What difference does that make? There are lots of strigoi and you've already bitten me once."
He as a point, though.
Kris is a strange magician. He's a strange person in general.
With light, nimble fingers, Kris moves his hair away from his shoulder.
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Strigoi
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a 18 year old
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a million voice inside my dreams my heart is left so incomplete
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Jun 27, 2015 19:09:39 GMT -5
Post by corbett on Jun 27, 2015 19:09:39 GMT -5
white neck bared, he eyes the blue veins pushing beneath. the albino’s heartbeat is a distant echo in his ear, its gentle pulsation in his chest. his own heart beats in the same consistent rhythm, pumping blood through similar veins, and yet so different they are in both being and in standings. a sad smile twists on his lips.
“it’s easier to feed when i know no attachments to the person.” a guilty admission warps the smile ever so slightly. “i can’t always drink in moderation. and sometimes i need more blood than one person can give. i could kill you.”
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Magician
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a 20 year old
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with 135 posts and ,
played by katze
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is it so hard to give me what it is i'm asking for
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Jun 27, 2015 19:22:41 GMT -5
Post by KRISTOFFER KROWE on Jun 27, 2015 19:22:41 GMT -5
His eyes are looking down as he keeps his hair away from his neck. Kristoffer knows that Corbett can hear his heartbeat from where he stands and can see the blood vessels below the surface of his skin. It's so pale, almost translucent.
Pink hues lift and look up at the vampire, eyebrows arching ever so slightly as he bites his lower lip. He swallows thickly, then lets out a soft laugh at those words.
"You say that as if it should scare me," he whispers softly, eyes wincing slightly.
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Strigoi
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a million voice inside my dreams my heart is left so incomplete
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Jun 27, 2015 20:50:16 GMT -5
Post by corbett on Jun 27, 2015 20:50:16 GMT -5
so light the touch passing over the curve of kris’ neck. the warmth and smell of his skin enticing him, luring him.
“no.” he pushes the white hairs back over his shoulder. “i can’t.”
the body’s gone quiet. no sounds, not even the frantic beat of the heart, rising from it. dead, unmistakably. so careless of him to indulge, yet the blood he needed to live leaves him satisfied and full. “i’ll be more careful.”
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Magician
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a 20 year old
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is it so hard to give me what it is i'm asking for
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Jun 28, 2015 1:07:58 GMT -5
Post by KRISTOFFER KROWE on Jun 28, 2015 1:07:58 GMT -5
He stands in the same spot, in the same position, as Corbett tells him no. Those rosy eyes widen slightly, though he nods and glances down. His eyes water, his lower lip and chin quivering. "Right."
Kris nods and lets his hair fall, though tucks a tuft behind his pale ear. "You know... It's really hard... being denied twice." He looks up at the strigoi again. "By the same person."
The albino continues to nod, trying to swallow back a sob, swallowing thickly. "It's why I'm not scared of you drinking me dead... Even if I wished you would."
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Strigoi
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a 18 year old
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a million voice inside my dreams my heart is left so incomplete
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Jun 28, 2015 2:00:07 GMT -5
Post by corbett on Jun 28, 2015 2:00:07 GMT -5
tears stand in the albino’s eyes, threatening to spill down his pale cheeks. skin between his brow creases. confusion twists it’s self on his face, then gives way to more hostile emotions.
“why do you want me to drink from you?” fingertips press against the soft flesh, leaving little indents on cheek. his grip slides down and tightens on kris’ arm. forcefully, he yanks kris close. “do you think it’s some privilege to be a meal for a monster, or are you looking to have your blood on my hands?”
how could he cry? he wasn’t some glamorized bloodsucker of teenaged fiction. there was no intimacy or romance in the sinking of teeth into flesh and the draining of blood. there was nothing for kris in the act, nothing but the queasy fatigue of anemia.
“do you want my teeth in your neck that badly?” the traces of twin scabs becomes a target for his fangs. he bites down hard. one long draught of kris’ hot blood is all he needs, it’s more than enough. he shoves him away, wiping the blood from his lips. “do you feel better now? is that what you wanted?”
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Jun 28, 2015 2:14:47 GMT -5
Post by KRISTOFFER KROWE on Jun 28, 2015 2:14:47 GMT -5
Kris doesn't get angry, he doesn't look shocked. He lets the strigoi touch his face, jerk him closer. It tugs a sob out of the magician, a startled one. "It's not like that," he murmurs, a tear breaking free as he's jostled about. "I don't desire to be a meal."
Not exactly.
He isn't romanticizing being bitten. Kris doesn't care about that. This goes past all that, down deeper to his own self-worth. His own feelings towards himself and how he feels he is perceived.
Suddenly he's bitten, a shock just like before, taken by him without proper warning. And this time is even worse. It's rougher, so much meaner. He gasps, letting out a brief cry before he's shoved. His feet catch, slip on the wet pavement of the dark alleyway, and he falls. Is that what he wanted?
"No!" He shouts, tears pouring down his face. He's sobbing now, holding his face in his hands as he cries. His knees pull up to his chest and he curls up into a little ball at Corbett's feet. "You... of all people should understand..."
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Strigoi
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a 18 year old
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a million voice inside my dreams my heart is left so incomplete
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Jul 4, 2015 20:26:12 GMT -5
Post by corbett on Jul 4, 2015 20:26:12 GMT -5
fists clench, knuckles white. what nerve to kris had. to claim he was no monster yet demand of him to drink his blood like it was a great honor to have a monster enjoy his blood. a privilege to be killed by the monster in human skin!
“enough kris.” trembling hands try in vain to steady themselves at his side. “think about what you’re asking of me. you’re being unreasonable.”
the potential of friendship between them seemed a lie. brief the happiness it gave him, replaced now by a hollow blackness in his heart so fragile and wounded. “i thought we could be friends. but if you just want your ego stroked, you’re asking the wrong monster.”
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Magician
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Jul 6, 2015 21:59:04 GMT -5
Post by KRISTOFFER KROWE on Jul 6, 2015 21:59:04 GMT -5
He grits his teeth and glares up at the strigoi. "Why don't you listen to me?"
Quickly, he gets up and latches onto the man's arms, gripping them tight as he glares up into his eyes. "I'm not asking for an ego stroke. I'm not begging to be drunken from. I was offering myself as a gift. It isn't some fantasy of mine to be killed by a strigoi, Corbett. Though convenient as it would be. I could do it myself just as easily and without all the fucking fuss."
Kristoffer wipes at his eyes, sniffling hard to clear his nose. "To be hated... to be sneered at, a nose upturned at... Don't you complain about all those things? That you're a monster?"
A soft smile tugs at his lips and he lets out a breathy chuckle. "Nobody likes me. Everyone I talk to, I have to practically beg for their attention and their friendship. I just... I just wanted one." Pink eyes lift to look up at the strigoi before him. "Just one. Real. Friend. That's... why I came to apologize."
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