Post by fang yuzhu on May 28, 2015 8:32:35 GMT -5
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[attr="class","appn"]yuzhu fang
[attr="class","appc"]age 17
[attr="class","appc"]group commoner
[attr="class","appc"]sex female
[attr="class","appc"]occupation livestock
[attr="class","appp"]
+ affectionate, loyal, energetic, adventurous, honest [break][break]
− parasitic, vindictive, self-centered, childish, manipulative[break][break]
only once does she ask about the walls and what's outside of them. she learns the meanings of the words "monster" and "safe." "monster" is still a dreamy, sleepy concept she knows through paper and wax crayons. yuzhu draws blobs with too many eyes, too many parts, too many colors; and giggles. "safe" she understands—it's contentment (ignorance), happiness (fantasy). it's her and jiejie poring over cartography, their stomachs and elbows flattening land masses and oceans, reading names and places she'll never visit. places long nonexistent, though she'll never know that. [break][break]
i love you this much, yuzhu says and reaches her arms out wide, tendons stretching and straining with love's dull ache. she fancies she's circumscribing the globe, encompassing all the geography of the regions and back between her fingertips. [break][break]
jiejie disappears one day, half-erased (the other half persists in her memory). mama and baba file a missing persons report; it comes back from the magicians' bureaus four months later with no relief but: these things happen. she never loses hope, though. she imagines it's an elaborate game of hide and seek, spanning years and parisian blocks. jiejie's waiting, frozen in their past, if only she looks hard enough. [break][break]
one night yuzhu disappears too, falling straight down the rabbit hole (an utility tunnel). wonderland's inhabitants, bright-eyed and sinister-lipped, tell her she smells sweet—eat me, drink me.
[attr="class","appi"]
+ affectionate, loyal, energetic, adventurous, honest [break][break]
− parasitic, vindictive, self-centered, childish, manipulative[break][break]
only once does she ask about the walls and what's outside of them. she learns the meanings of the words "monster" and "safe." "monster" is still a dreamy, sleepy concept she knows through paper and wax crayons. yuzhu draws blobs with too many eyes, too many parts, too many colors; and giggles. "safe" she understands—it's contentment (ignorance), happiness (fantasy). it's her and jiejie poring over cartography, their stomachs and elbows flattening land masses and oceans, reading names and places she'll never visit. places long nonexistent, though she'll never know that. [break][break]
i love you this much, yuzhu says and reaches her arms out wide, tendons stretching and straining with love's dull ache. she fancies she's circumscribing the globe, encompassing all the geography of the regions and back between her fingertips. [break][break]
jiejie disappears one day, half-erased (the other half persists in her memory). mama and baba file a missing persons report; it comes back from the magicians' bureaus four months later with no relief but: these things happen. she never loses hope, though. she imagines it's an elaborate game of hide and seek, spanning years and parisian blocks. jiejie's waiting, frozen in their past, if only she looks hard enough. [break][break]
one night yuzhu disappears too, falling straight down the rabbit hole (an utility tunnel). wonderland's inhabitants, bright-eyed and sinister-lipped, tell her she smells sweet—eat me, drink me.
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played by: pisces [break]
face claim: [b]tokyo ghoul,[/b] [i]fem!kuroneki[/i] - fang yuzhu
[attr="class","apph2"]
played by: pisces [break]
face claim: [b]tokyo ghoul,[/b] [i]fem!kuroneki[/i] - fang yuzhu
